The starting line

It seven in the morning. I dont know what to do with today. So much in mind, but just not any motivation to start doing it. Hala, i think of one thing that could preoccupy me for the rest of the day. Go to church. It’s been a while, it’s been a freakin’ while. So much have not heard of them, my church so called friends. I long for that day when i get to see them again but i was hesitating. Colliding in my thoughts was the mere justification if what will it be like. Would they ever tap me in the back and address me by that same brotherly calling like the way it is before. I know i betray them, but it’s been a while. Time has set the wounds that i know took long to heal. Whats the use of the time we been friends and being with the same calling. I’m sane now, i’m sane like i always want them to believe me. The demons that clutter my eternal mindset has left and the only things that remains are the memories of the aftermath. That freak ghost has left me to a nobody and i like a distant star, it’s so far to haunt me back and i’m too strong to hurt again.

Almost bookworm?

I have just finished reading ’sophies world’ the other day, and here i am now. Starting a new one. i cant help it, i fight the urge to do so, but always end up in the loser bracket. Call me ‘bookworm’, but as far as my recollection of my ‘book reading’ is concern. I am not. Well two reason’s why ‘i dont belong to the bookworm society’. I have just took great interest in reading book’s not too long ago, maybe two years or more. I dont read book’s that doesn’t interest me. How did i figure out what certain books interest me. I gaze thru the cover, skim thru the first five pages and see the author. Simple as safe!

Most of the time, i read autobiography or true life story books. I certainly love it when i’m reading something and i’m rest assured everything i read is real and is really happening. I dont waste time reading action/suspense books with great credits on it. I rather watch DVD for christ sake. I remember reading ‘the heavenly man’, and trust me, i cant get my eyes off it. It’s just so moving and powerful. That what i get if i choose to read auto bio books. It’s like watching a movie or something. So the next time someone call me bookworm. they think again! I’m faster than the worm!

Erap in the eyes of my father

I remember it was high, saddest time for my dad when erap got ousted and Arroyo’s got the best of the whole ordeal. My father was a hardcore erap loyalist. He was instrumental for erap’s win in my province, in a little way. He help erap as if they have been friends for so long or they even know it’s other. It’s like doing something for erap without asking to be paid back. He talks about erap in every family gathering. Sometimes when i look at him in the morning, i thought i saw erap but then again it was just my father. I saw my father reaction when erap was kick of his seat, he was yelling in resentment. I dont remember, by the whole impeachment proceeding, without him shouting on the t.v screen harsh words on chavit. He hates chavit so much. My mother dont like erap that much but she eventually got drawn to love him because of my father. On why my father is so hooked with erap? It may have lead back to the day when my father was still attending college in manila. He may have idolized erap so much as an actor because he also like FPJ. Thats what i believe in about my father’s over fascination of erap. In the eyes of my father. Erap is the only hope for this country. The solution to every problem this country is facing, and the only one who can win people’s heart. Agree?

That 8 Knockdown

Last sunday boxing match was more than the ordinary. Not because 8 of our local boxers won over each of their opponent, but because they did it by knokdown. Yeah! you heard it right, in case you didn’t get to watch the match. All of them kiss the canvass courtesy of our 8 pinoy boxers. Sweet revenge for Boom2x in winning his fight. It was an easy opponent for him, finishing it in 2 rounds. But i beleive it was a moral booster for him. Losing all his momentum with that 1st round lose to Ponce-de leon. I think he’s back. Watching Aj banal on the other end is very calming. this kid at 19 has a very bright future ahead of him, more than what i see in MP. It was a battle of the undefeated. Makes you think either one of them has to go. But Aj proves his the best there is in this division. T’was an eliminator, the winner gets the right to fight the champion ‘kirilov’ which freddy roach handled. So be ready freddy, your kid ‘kirilov’ is going to be next, you know that. The main event was the longest fight of all 8. Taking penalosa 8 rounds to dispose his opponent. that’s all i can say for him. The big loser goes to manny. Cant say the words though when JMM goes right in his face to ask for a rematch. All i heard of him clearly was. welcome to the philippines. and he say it twice as if ‘nacho beristain’ the great, my idol doesn’t heard anything. A quick analysis, MP should get a rematch with JMM, and it should happen soon.